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“What worries me now and what is upsetting is that our daughter, at any point in time, for the rest of her life, she has this horrible cloud,” Lewis said on the episode. “People can just Google and they know this entire story.”

He continued that their surrogacy agreement — “really meant to protect not Gage and I, but Monroe” — will now be made public, and include both personal and financial information.

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Edward echoed Lewis’s statements, and expressed concern over what will happen when their daughter uncovers this story in the years to come.

At one point during the conversation, Lewis became very emotional, as claimed they treated Trent like family.

“I feel like I’m going to cry,” he said, shaking. “It’s the biggest form of betrayal. It’s sad and it’s upsetting. I’m really trying to focus on the positive things. I’m trying to keep it together.”

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Fortunately, the pair have been able to look to each other for support and remain “united” through it all.

“I feel like our relationship this week has been amazing,” Lewis said. “I knew you were a committed partner and a committed dad, I knew that we were solid. Even with all the steady bickering that we do, we are a good solid couple.”

Jeff LewisLiveairs every Friday at 11:00 a.m. ET on Sirius XM Radio Andy (Channel 102).

source: people.com